RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

I FARTED AND IT SMELLED REALLY BAD..

bEiGe BaBiEs.. PaRt 1:HAIR

We did not all come from the same background,

We do not share the same experiences,

We are who we are,

I love my heritage,

Being proud of who YOU are, is all that you can DO,

I appreciate both of my halves,

However, you take that is up TO you,

Growing up I had no idea that there were others like me,

Society is very black and white,

But what about the gray areas,

There are gray areas,

We should not be forced to fit into only ONE category,

I identify with TWO things not ONE,

And I'm ok with that,

We do not know how it feels to be something else unless we are that,

I can share my knowledge about what I know,

That's pretty much it,

I can empathize,

I am who I am,

I love every bit of me,

I had to learn that I am who I am,

I cannot compare myself to others, we were not the same,

That came with wisdom and age,

I love everything about me,

I love how my hair curls up when I get it wet,

I love the curly roots in my scalp,

I love the frizziness, kinkyness, puffiness,

I love how it lays and sticks up at the same time,

I love my wild baby hairs,

I love my curls,

I sometimes like to straighten it,

Not because I'm trying to conform, but because I like diversity,

My hair isn't corse like my mother or fine like my father's, but it's mines,

And I am very happy with that..

To be continued..



I DiGg ThIs..

Love Letter to My Lord and Savior..

It's me again,

I just want to take this time out to say thanks,

Thankyou for never letting me fall off the edge,

Thankyou for loving me unconditional,

Thankyou for my many blessings,

Thankyou for my creativity,

 My imagination,

My true inner-being,

Thankyou for my character,

Thankyou for my sanity,

Yes.. Thankyou for my sanity,

You knew that I needed it for survival,

Thankyou for my strong will,

Thankyou for my persistence and ambition,

This world can distort my happiness and discourage my optimistic thinking but,

This world is also full of many possibilities and opportunities, through you of course,

Thankyou for for a praying mother,

Thankyou for the others who prayed for me, more than I prayed for myself,

Thankyou for removing the veil; direct contact,

Thankyou for your son,

Thankyou for the blood,

Thankyou for my many chances

Thankyou for not letting my past influence my future,

Thankyou for a wonderful support system,

Thankyou for love,

Thankyou for peace,

Thankyou for a sound mind,

Thankyou for my intellect,

I appreciate more and more the little things you have given me,

Thankyou for the oxygen,

Thankyou for the natural resources used for our assurance,

Thankyou for paying the price,

Thankyou for calling me your own,

Thankyou for my levels of satisfaction,

Thankyou for the sun,

Thankyou for the rain,

Thankyou for my voice,

Thankyou for just..

For just..

Being..

-Kidd

QuOtE oF tHe DaY..

"Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ," -Romans 5:1

SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe ThIs..

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

i LOVE spending quality time with my boyfriend; he's cute..

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

I messed up. I'm sorry. As stupid as it sounds. I love you.

i love you.

I wish I would have went to church today :(



InTeReStInG fAcT..

I choreographed my first hip-hop piece to this song; well "professionally"; lol..

The piece was named "The Evolution of Graffiti"..
In the dance the dancers wore duct tape over their mouths to represent hip-hop's irrelevant voice in society. I did this because I wanted people to become aware of how much hip-hop has an effect on us as individuals; not only with the music but the culture as well.
I feel as a true dancer, you have to be open-minded and familiarize yourself with more than one genre of dance. Not only ballet and tap, but hip-hop as well :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GW1NTN5vMyY&playnext=1&list=PL30F25D2B815D4C59

QuOtE oF tHe WeEk..

"I sought the Lord, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears."

-Psalm 34:4

Little 'Ol Me..

I DIGG THIS..

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

Sometimes I wonder..

Is this really worth it..

Can I really withstand these current measures..

Unaware of the future and confused by the present..

I'm not reliant, or at least I don't want to be perceived as such..

Strong, independent women can do without it..

I raise my chin and hold my head to the sky and realize that I miss your breath on my neck..

My mama says I'm young and it's not for certain but it's been almost a year and a half..

Distant..

How I hate that word..

Closeness is what I want to feel..

I cannot and will not cry..

It won't change anything, plus I'm too arrogant for that..

I hope this doesn't sound harsh or irrelevant..

I want to retaliate and make you feel this regret..

I'm not familiar with this emotion..

Sorrow, no, emotionless is what I try to expose..

Distant..

How I hate that word..

I once was captivated and mesmerized..

Then the sun set and the day was over..

We spent countless hours together, but still get nowhere..

My brain is not photographic, which results in my constant questions..

My attitude sometimes turns negative, but..

I don't know what to feel anymore..

My hands are empty and unlaced with yours..

Distant..

How I hate that word..

There's only two things that keep me going..

The love Jesus has for me and the LOVE that I have for you!

Stay focused, positive and creative :)

-Kidd

GuEsS wHaT?!

I just witnessed a fantastic poet, but the sad thing is... I don't know his name.. It wasn't on the program, matter of fact there wasn't even a program. I saw him on this day April 7, 2011; in the Clement Auditorium on the campus of Austin Peay State University.. I'm saying all of this, because maybe someone reading this will know/remember his name.. If so contact me ASAP! :)

SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe ThIs..

BE REASONABLE..

LeTtEr FoR mY mOtHeR...

I can't imagine how you've managed to stay strong in this gruesome world. The people here are very difficult and self-centered, but yet you manage to be self-less. I wish you could fill my shoes, but I know you have your own destiny to fulfill. I can't even fathom. Several people do not take me seriously but yet to them you are stern. Mama you know me best! Especially among my friends.. You've seen my highs.. And lows.. You've wiped my tears and extended my confidence. Your beauty is recognizable. You shine bright among the dark! You resemble an angel. I am eternally grateful that you have shared with me the good news of Jesus Christ; that is the most precious gift you have given me. You have also given me your wonderful personality. Talking, laughing, consoling, relating, assembling, assuring, achieving.. That is what it is. I plan on continuing this note a little later; I just heard you call my name for dinner..

Stay focused, positive, and unique

-Kidd :)