RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

Hey y'all, I'm posting sooner than I thought I would be. Coming into this school year. I was kind of excited, but I'm kind of annoyed now. Nothing specific, but I just know that I am TOO ready to graduate though. It was like this my senior year in high school. But it'll all be over before you know it. I am really going to focus on God && my school work, everything else can and WILL wait! Well, I'll probably go into detail later on.. lol.. But anyways y'all have a wonderful morning. :]

R.I.P BaBy GiRl 1979-2001

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

So.. It'll probably be a while until I post another post, because school is starting. :/ lol.. But anyways, I return back to school THIS Saturday and I have to admit I am a little nervous, but in a good way.. I have a lot to do once I get back, but I know with God's help I can do it all! :] Well until next time I love you guys and I will try and keep you guys updated during the school year..

-Kidd :]

pain && discomfort= another reason why I'm ready to go to heaven!

I would like to take this time to say I apologize mom; I didn't mean any harm by it; I'll stop doing that, especially because I need to and you don't like it; I hope you can forgive me! :[

ThE "IsSuE"/tHe "UlTiMaTe" ReSuLt :]

BEFORE:

AFTER:

ChEcK tHiS oUt..

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I'm not a big fan of animals but THIS is cute for some odd reason; lol..

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

Thank goodness tomorrow is a NEW day full of NEW mercies, NEW possibilities and opportunities :]

"Sometimes it's not what you say, but how you say it,"-Kiesha and others..

A Woman Should Have By Maya Angelou

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a youth she’s content to leave behind….

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to
retelling it in her old age….

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …..
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
one friend who always makes her laugh… and one who lets her cry…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored…

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a feeling of control over her destiny…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to fall in love without losing herself..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to quit a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without;
ruining the friendship…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
when to try harder… and WHEN TO WALK AWAY…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that she can’t change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that her childhood may not have been perfect…but its over…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she would and wouldn’t do for love or more…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to live alone… even if she doesn’t like it…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust,
whom she can’t,
and why she shouldn’t take it personally…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
where to go…
be it to her best friend’s kitchen table..
or a charming inn in the woods…
when her soul needs soothing…

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she can and can’t accomplish in a day…
a month…and a year…

i HATE financial aid!

ADELE - 'ROLLING IN THE DEEP' Follow @ddbmusic

Chris Brown + Rihanna - All Back

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

Well, everyone who knows me, knows that I'm not the best chef (for various reasons lol), but I would just like to let you guys know that I just learned how to make mashed potatoes! YAY! lol.. Nothing but, well who AM I kidding.. IT IS BIG! lol.. To be continued..

ThrIfT-iNg

A lifestyle or just a fad? Time will soon tell..

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

'Bout to watch a bunch of hair tutorials on youtube #random

A Single Black Man - Anjanae Crump

I just spelled the word "pretty" wrong on the picture's caption below, but it just displays how human I am :] It's OK to make mistakes, just dnt make the same mistake twice; lol.. Thakyou Lord, for my many second chances! :]

*this is an old picture, but i think we look preety; lol*

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

So I got all 4 of my wisdom pulled out yesterday and I haven't been able to tell the story so here it goes.. lol..

The night before I was super nervous, for a lot of different reasons..
The next morning I went to the dentist office (oral surgeon) and I couldn't eat or drink anything that morning..
So They called me in and I sat in a chair..
The dentist hooked me up to an iv and it instanly put me to sleep lol..
I woke up and I was in the car.. Still kinda "high"..
My brother and mom helped me to my bed..
I was okay for the next few hours, but then the meds started wearing off and boy did it hurt, i almost cried..
My mom was going from Walgreen's to Walgreen's to try and get all my medication..
Three hours later she returned and boy was I happy..
And instead of pills the doc gave me liquids to take and anyone who knows me knows I was TOO happy 'bout that.. lol..
Each hour it got better and better..
This morning I felt good and I finally was able to remove the gauze from my gums; it was like a weight lifted off of my shoulder :]
I'm at day 2 but I can't wait for day 3 :]
I'm glad I got them all out the way at the same time, but so far I've missed out on kfc, twinkies && stir fry :(
Don't worry in a couple of days I'll be able to eat solid foods again lol..
-Kidd

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

I love my boyfriend. :]

#NP "See World," by J Cole :]

The Shaniya Davis Story! R.I.P

ShAnIyA dAvIs 5 YeArS oLd..

My mood right now is messed up... I’m pretty much fed up with the hatred of THIS world... Don’t confuse this with a suicide letter because this is the complete opposite... This is a redemption letter and sign of awareness... There are a lot of people in this world with shrewd emotions and views... Maybe of life or the opposite sex... Whatever the reason it’s pretty messed up... I’m fed up with EVERYTHING... the drama, drugs, sex, liquor, murder, distraught, disrespect, racism, discrimination, deceit, mayhem... EVERYTHING... That’s how I know that this place is not where I belong; I belong in heaven with my heavenly father... I honestly do not know how Jesus survived this cruel world... It brings tears to my eyes sometimes! I just HATE the fact that I cannot save EVERYONE! All this excess crap that we as humans allow and do... Let’s eliminate it before it’s too late... Prostitutes, pimps, whores... Instead of judging them let’s take the time to listen to their stories, I mean after all who are we to judge... We may not have made their same mistakes, but at the end of the day we’re only one bad decision away from being where they are... The hurt, broken, mistreated... Let’s embrace them instead of overlooking their conditions... Jesus dwells inside of us, why would you even want to disregard that?! I recently hear a song by my man J Cole named “See World,” it brought tears to my eyes... Shaniya Davis, I’m not sure if I spelled that right... Why in the hell would a grown ass man ignore her innocence...? COWARD! So you think you a big man just because you prostituted her body?! HELL NO! That makes you equal to the scum of the earth... I’m not going to blame you though, I blame that person who messed YOU up; and so on and so forth... We as humans and Christians especially need to pray for this world... Though we are not citizens of this foreign land we are still here for a peculiar reason... I just want to make sure that I do what God wanted me to do before I leave this earth... God please forgive me for cursing... It just makes me so upset, ever since I can remember... Even when I was younger I would cry... I just need to know how I can try and save at least one person... I know Jesus didn’t do his first miracle until he was 33 but we are living in the last days and Jesus’ return is near, more closely than then... I pray God removes the fear and instills boldness instead... I want to be remembered as a strong, virtuous woman of God who loved his people and gave humanity a chance... Someone who tried hard and fought for justice... Someone who hated and liked what God did... Someone who made mistakes and used them in her testimony... Someone who was forgiving and not judgmental... Someone who didn’t rely on her physical attributes but rather her inner being... I’m tired of sugar-coating things... It’s time for God’s people to rise up... Worldly humans stick together why can’t God’s people? Satan thinks he knows what he is trying to do, but little does he know GOD will have the last word... Satan gets on my last nerves I PROMISE! So much sorrow and pain he’s tried to inflict on God’s people... Lord be with us, we cannot survive without you! That’s why I don’t believe atheists are truly happy?! How can you be?! I would be insane without Jesus! All I can say is that I love the Lord and I’m going to have to do better... WE have to do better...