Monday, August 1, 2011

ShAnIyA dAvIs 5 YeArS oLd..

My mood right now is messed up... I’m pretty much fed up with the hatred of THIS world... Don’t confuse this with a suicide letter because this is the complete opposite... This is a redemption letter and sign of awareness... There are a lot of people in this world with shrewd emotions and views... Maybe of life or the opposite sex... Whatever the reason it’s pretty messed up... I’m fed up with EVERYTHING... the drama, drugs, sex, liquor, murder, distraught, disrespect, racism, discrimination, deceit, mayhem... EVERYTHING... That’s how I know that this place is not where I belong; I belong in heaven with my heavenly father... I honestly do not know how Jesus survived this cruel world... It brings tears to my eyes sometimes! I just HATE the fact that I cannot save EVERYONE! All this excess crap that we as humans allow and do... Let’s eliminate it before it’s too late... Prostitutes, pimps, whores... Instead of judging them let’s take the time to listen to their stories, I mean after all who are we to judge... We may not have made their same mistakes, but at the end of the day we’re only one bad decision away from being where they are... The hurt, broken, mistreated... Let’s embrace them instead of overlooking their conditions... Jesus dwells inside of us, why would you even want to disregard that?! I recently hear a song by my man J Cole named “See World,” it brought tears to my eyes... Shaniya Davis, I’m not sure if I spelled that right... Why in the hell would a grown ass man ignore her innocence...? COWARD! So you think you a big man just because you prostituted her body?! HELL NO! That makes you equal to the scum of the earth... I’m not going to blame you though, I blame that person who messed YOU up; and so on and so forth... We as humans and Christians especially need to pray for this world... Though we are not citizens of this foreign land we are still here for a peculiar reason... I just want to make sure that I do what God wanted me to do before I leave this earth... God please forgive me for cursing... It just makes me so upset, ever since I can remember... Even when I was younger I would cry... I just need to know how I can try and save at least one person... I know Jesus didn’t do his first miracle until he was 33 but we are living in the last days and Jesus’ return is near, more closely than then... I pray God removes the fear and instills boldness instead... I want to be remembered as a strong, virtuous woman of God who loved his people and gave humanity a chance... Someone who tried hard and fought for justice... Someone who hated and liked what God did... Someone who made mistakes and used them in her testimony... Someone who was forgiving and not judgmental... Someone who didn’t rely on her physical attributes but rather her inner being... I’m tired of sugar-coating things... It’s time for God’s people to rise up... Worldly humans stick together why can’t God’s people? Satan thinks he knows what he is trying to do, but little does he know GOD will have the last word... Satan gets on my last nerves I PROMISE! So much sorrow and pain he’s tried to inflict on God’s people... Lord be with us, we cannot survive without you! That’s why I don’t believe atheists are truly happy?! How can you be?! I would be insane without Jesus! All I can say is that I love the Lord and I’m going to have to do better... WE have to do better...

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