Little 'Ol Me..

I DIGG THIS..

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

Sometimes I wonder..

Is this really worth it..

Can I really withstand these current measures..

Unaware of the future and confused by the present..

I'm not reliant, or at least I don't want to be perceived as such..

Strong, independent women can do without it..

I raise my chin and hold my head to the sky and realize that I miss your breath on my neck..

My mama says I'm young and it's not for certain but it's been almost a year and a half..

Distant..

How I hate that word..

Closeness is what I want to feel..

I cannot and will not cry..

It won't change anything, plus I'm too arrogant for that..

I hope this doesn't sound harsh or irrelevant..

I want to retaliate and make you feel this regret..

I'm not familiar with this emotion..

Sorrow, no, emotionless is what I try to expose..

Distant..

How I hate that word..

I once was captivated and mesmerized..

Then the sun set and the day was over..

We spent countless hours together, but still get nowhere..

My brain is not photographic, which results in my constant questions..

My attitude sometimes turns negative, but..

I don't know what to feel anymore..

My hands are empty and unlaced with yours..

Distant..

How I hate that word..

There's only two things that keep me going..

The love Jesus has for me and the LOVE that I have for you!

Stay focused, positive and creative :)

-Kidd

GuEsS wHaT?!

I just witnessed a fantastic poet, but the sad thing is... I don't know his name.. It wasn't on the program, matter of fact there wasn't even a program. I saw him on this day April 7, 2011; in the Clement Auditorium on the campus of Austin Peay State University.. I'm saying all of this, because maybe someone reading this will know/remember his name.. If so contact me ASAP! :)

SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe ThIs..

BE REASONABLE..

LeTtEr FoR mY mOtHeR...

I can't imagine how you've managed to stay strong in this gruesome world. The people here are very difficult and self-centered, but yet you manage to be self-less. I wish you could fill my shoes, but I know you have your own destiny to fulfill. I can't even fathom. Several people do not take me seriously but yet to them you are stern. Mama you know me best! Especially among my friends.. You've seen my highs.. And lows.. You've wiped my tears and extended my confidence. Your beauty is recognizable. You shine bright among the dark! You resemble an angel. I am eternally grateful that you have shared with me the good news of Jesus Christ; that is the most precious gift you have given me. You have also given me your wonderful personality. Talking, laughing, consoling, relating, assembling, assuring, achieving.. That is what it is. I plan on continuing this note a little later; I just heard you call my name for dinner..

Stay focused, positive, and unique

-Kidd :)