SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe ThIs..

Know The History: The Planking Edition

Know The History: The Planking Edition

dinner + church= good saturday :]

sidebar: i love you jesus!

Beyonce - End Of Time (Live )

*EVERYTIME I see her perform she makes me wanna cry [in a good way of course lol] :]

Dear Lord,

Help me!

-Kidd

My ChEaP uNdErWeAr && My GiFt CaRd :]

Hey y'all! Well my uncle gave me a gift card for my (late) high school graduation present and boy was i thrilled. I bought a couple of items. I ordered some chambray pants online for 'bout $20 plus tax; great buy, especially since the original price was I say 'bout $40 or $50. I also ordered some black combat boots online too for 'bout the same price (yea I am late on the combat boots lol). I also went to target today and got two pairs of underwear, one for $1 && the other for .75 cents! I also bought a t-shirt at wally world! The most unexpected item I guess was my Vick's vaporizer.. Dnt ask! I still want a humidifier for when I go back to college #random ..

-Kidd

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

I really have an urge to go the thrift store. :]

SoMeTiMeS i FeEl LiKe ThIs..

LeT's Go..

So check this out.. I'm trying to stay as youthful as possible.. I feel as children we were more grounded and confident as a people.. This previous statement may vary.. Yes, these days children are exposed to HUGE amounts of stupidity, but they are overall innocent.. I remember as a child when certain things that didn't bother me seem to bother me now.. All I was concerned with was playing outside with the neighborhood kids, or going swimming on the weekends, or going to the grocery store.. Now times have changed.. I like kissing my boyfriend, and like to wear skinny jeans, and I like to go shopping.. One of my goals in life is to try my best to stay as youthful as possible, on the inside.. We as young adults need to get our life in order ASAP! So what if he didn't call you back.. Or if your check wasn't as big as you wanted it to be.. Life is worth far much more.. Easier said than done! I got a lot of work to do myself..

-Kidd

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

This past weekend I went to Nashville for the weekend; let's just say that the trip was very interesting; lol..

-Kidd

I love YOU. PUNK.

LOVE this song && HER voice! :]

"I am who I am, I'm gone be who I be,"- DMX



RaNdOm ThOuGhTs..

I just noticed that a lot of the time when I'm writing, I "alter" my writing. I wonder is it because I don't want to hurt others feelings and escape their opinions or am I just scared of the truth?!

-Kidd

SoMaLiA [a PoEm]

*DISCLAIMER: INSPIRED BY A WOMAN*

I am...

I am as cool as the summer breeze.

The bass in the hip hop beat, that's me...

My hair is as free as my spirit.

I am allowed to reconcile, no limits.

My sibling displayed a more "common" personality in spite of me...

It helped me achieve my current condition.

My Mohawk is as lined as my ambition.

I am desired and driven.

I have dreams, some unbelievable as tangled ribbons.

My skin color allows me to experience the ugly of humanity.

I love, my heart is enormous, others cannot resist.

That man oh how I wish he could change.

My relationships are long term and forgiving.

I replay hurt over and over.

Because I don't want the guys generally to take order.

Of my heart and mind that is..

I am a leader and an independent woman.

But my immune system results to my illness.

I love relaxation.

It's an escape from aggravation.

My curves represent my continuing belief in humanity.

I want a man who knows my pain and accepts my present.

I want a man to Love me and me entirely.

I want a man who serves God and loves his family.

Someone who represents a strong man.

Aggression and agility are his strengths.

I am... Somalia...

SoPhIa [A pOeM]

*DISCLAIMER: INSPIRED BY A WOMAN*

I am...

I am the crimson in the moon.

Reliant, never moved.

I am grounded and assured.

Persistence keeps me caged like a bird.

My cycles are repetitive and kept aligned.

I sometimes rely on my heart rather than my mind.

I am as delicate as the inside of flowers just bloomed.

My affection sometimes results to my doom.

I question myself and desert assertiveness.

Instead I wait on that first kiss.

My inner being is shunned like robbers in courtrooms.

I lend pieces of my heart to others too soon.

I cannot compete with the city lights or see my name on billboards.

But that is my truest desire, autographs galore.

My smile hides my insecurities and require attentiveness.

My sheltered soul has accomplished my resist.

My physique does not question my presence.

I am as light as a feather but strong as an elephant.

I bare my past and tangle the present.

I am still affected and sometimes regret it...

My eyes are as wide as the Pacific Ocean.

Yes I confess, I tend to be soft spoken.

I represent a generation of women who suffer from heart ache.

I cannot fathom the mistakes.

I want a man who realizes my present state.

I need a support system, someone who I trust.

I love unconditionally and appreciate, I must.

It's who I am, it's a part of my personality.

I want a man who appreciates the arts and doesn't steal the best of me.

I am... Sophia..

SePhOrA [A pOeM]

*DISCLAIMER: INSPIRED BY A WOMAN*

I am...

I am like the thief in the night.

The heartbeat of your freight.

I take what I want and do as I please.

Your chivalry, does not amuse me.

I am the fire in your fury.

I am the wrath; your a conspiracy.

Appease me, provide my needs,

If not, well then you'll see.

I recognize your attempts and except your kindness

But it is nowhere close to my highness.

I don't depend on your innocent reveals

Or the way you try to conceal.

I use my arrogance as a crutch and determine my future.

I am not full of vulgar words;

I let my actions speak, relevant as it may seem.

I record my true inner thoughts which result to my fortress.

Trespass and you shall be punished; you wish you could have this.

I am not elegant or fragile.

I travel the distance, even miles...

Not leaving a trace behind, I move, rather nomadic.

My breath and touch, metaphorically you crave them, comparable to an addict.

Raise a finger or even consider an option, I vanish.

I can tell... you can't manage.

I need a man to appreciate my independent qualities.

Accept all of me...

I want a man to support a little, get his hands dirty, bleed.

The roughness of your skin, the nobleness of a steed.

Be aggressive, tell me no.

Just let me know if you can't cope...

I figured...

I am... Sephora...

In ReLaTiOn To Us..

Our love is different then their love,

This is how I feel at this current moment,

Subject to change at any time,

I hate watching romantic movies,

especially if they're about two insecure individuals who are ungrateful

and are co-dependent of one another, who have sex with each other on their first meeting,

Who go against wisdom and have no morals,

it just doesn't relate to us,

I hate hearing love songs about two individuals who go through trials and tribulations

due to the two individuals careless mistakes,

who suffer consequences because of the irrelevant, undeserving, non-reliant,

company of each other,

they do not relate to us,

I want to watch a movie about two individuals who survive uncompromising situations,

separated by several miles,

whose options are outweighed due to society,

who are forced to deal.

I want to hear love songs about two individuals who rely on their foundations and wisdom of their loved ones,

who show their positivity and strength through their actions and words,

Now that relates to us...

My EaR, sEcReT && A sPeCiAl FrIeNd :]

Well today has been on of my highlights of the summer! Minus this first part I'm 'bout to tell you guys :[ Well I went to the ear doctor and he said that I have some type of bump on my eardrum AGAIN! I had got it on my ear drum a few months earlier! In the SAME ear! UGH! Sucks, but I'm going to be OK thanks to God && my ear drops. Anyways I also have a secret to tell y'all: I'M READY TO GO TO SCHOOL, sadly! I'm not bored at home or anything, I'm just ready to do something a little more productive ya know?! Well last but not least! My boyfriend came to visit me! YYYAAAYYY! I was VERY i repeat VERY happy to see him! Even though it was only for a few hours it was soooo worth it! He makes me very happy && boy am I thankful for him! Well that's it for now.. I gotta go put my ear drops in now! ugh! lol..

-Kidd

So my name is usually put in songs as the chick who is the side-piece, the lil' junt, basically in an unofficial light and perspective. But in this song I'm actually the love interest, the main chick, the good-girl perhaps :) I love it!

Adele - Rolling In The Deep cover by Zewdy

This is my 100th post! Yay me! :]

ChEcK tHiS oUt..

*Sidebar: I love her style! check her blog out: anchoponcho.blogspot.com *

RaNdOM tHoUgHt..

Just got a tumblr, follow me: kiddkrazykonceptions.tumblr.com :)

RaNdOm ThOuGhT..

So here it goes.. So I'm pretty fed up at this point with EVERYTHING! lol.. Like for real! So here I go.. Me 'bout to vent of course.. I'm tired of ALWAYS being the ONE people talk 'bout their problems with.. I need a vacation.. I wish I could just drop everything that I'm doing and just catch the next flight to Baltimore or Los Angeles.. Shoot.. lay on some one's beach or something.. With frank ocean on repeat.. Thank you Lord for my sanity.. I need to be somewhere were its just me && God! Meditate or something lol.. Like seriously I don't really mind being the source of advice or just pure relaxation [take it how YOU want], but it gets a little annoying.. I see people complain 'bout little stuff, when in reality their better off than MOST people I know.. Like who cares.. Just get over it! I do! LOL.. I just hope I really am some sort of assistance to them and their "issues".. I'm really ready to graduate! And just go off and do my own thing you know?! Maybe move somewhere were no one knows my name or abilities! START OVER! I need some new ones! Anyways I don't really wanna go into too much detail or vent TOO much.. lol... There is three things that have remained consistent && constant and they are Jesus, my family && my love for dance! Y'all get the point! All the excess stuff I can do without! I love YOU!

-Kidd